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Losing a Friendship

3/19/2015

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I follow this FaceBook posting every day - Things I Would Like to Do with You. Tonight I ran across the below post and it said everything I have been feeling for several months. The loss of a friendship sometimes is worse than a death because the person is still there, but for some reason not there for you any longer. I feel abandoned, ignored and lost because my friend will not talk to me or respond to any message I send. I know I have done nothing wrong, so I must no longer be important in life of this person ... no explanation...just nothing.


Here is the post:


We never said goodbye—we simply never said hello again.

There are things you should know, things you should hear. But you do not care.

And I can not care, any more: talking to you is pouring rainwater into an upside-down bowl.

You are gone to me.


Perhaps some day I will know what went wrong, but for now, I can no longer beat myself up for something I did not do. I am not in charge of anyone but myself and it hurts too much to try to care...so I am DONE.

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