I follow this FaceBook posting every day - Things I Would Like to Do with You. Tonight I ran across the below post and it said everything I have been feeling for several months. The loss of a friendship sometimes is worse than a death because the person is still there, but for some reason not there for you any longer. I feel abandoned, ignored and lost because my friend will not talk to me or respond to any message I send. I know I have done nothing wrong, so I must no longer be important in life of this person ... no explanation...just nothing.
Here is the post:
We never said goodbye—we simply never said hello again.
There are things you should know, things you should hear. But you do not care.
And I can not care, any more: talking to you is pouring rainwater into an upside-down bowl.
You are gone to me.
Perhaps some day I will know what went wrong, but for now, I can no longer beat myself up for something I did not do. I am not in charge of anyone but myself and it hurts too much to try to care...so I am DONE.
Here is the post:
We never said goodbye—we simply never said hello again.
There are things you should know, things you should hear. But you do not care.
And I can not care, any more: talking to you is pouring rainwater into an upside-down bowl.
You are gone to me.
Perhaps some day I will know what went wrong, but for now, I can no longer beat myself up for something I did not do. I am not in charge of anyone but myself and it hurts too much to try to care...so I am DONE.