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Exchange

4/3/2013

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Exchange


My Heart
is at a 
Crossroad

My soul
is being tugged
Left
AND
Right

Decisions:
Do I...
OR
Don't I...

Which turn will
give me
the Joy...
the Love...
the Life...
I desired
I Deserve

I look right 
and you beckon
Me
My Heart
swells and
I know
there is Love

I look left
You think
You
LOVE
Me

BUT

I know what 
you have for me
is a need
to...
Possess...
Control...
Consume...

Drawing the
very life from
ME
inch by inch
breath by breath

Slowly...
Painfully...
There is Desire
and Lust
BUT
I see No 
Love
I feel No
Love

To survive 
and still
be me
I 
Must
make the
dreaded
Exchange



© 2013 Annie Original Poetry

This poem was inspired as I began reading Jacqueline Czel's Charred & Sizzled on Rodeo Time (Demon Barbecue).  Please take time to read her wonderful poetry as well...just click her name above for the link.

Always, I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you LOVE.

As Ever, Annie


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    Some things are not always as them seem.

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