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Kitchen Poetry

12/13/2014

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Original Post - black text
Updated for today - blue text

Update for January 1/1/14:
Was talking earlier today with a friend with is an educator, loves to cook and also loves to write.  I had just finished cleaning up the kitchen and said something about wanting to cook, but needing to write.  I was in the middle of a short story and that flow needed to continue.  I remembered this piece and shared it with her.  That's when I decided today would be a great time to post it again.

I no longer have the concern of going back to work next Monday having retired in June.  My time and my life is pretty much my own with the exception of Physical Therapy a couple of times a week.  That will be restarted next week with Christmas and New Year I have not gone in two weeks.

I did all last year post this blog every day.  In June, I began another blog site that is dedicated to my poetry only.  This is still my rambling site, my musing site, my main site and will be for as long as it meets my needs!



So without any more of my ramblings … here is the original posting of:



Kitchen Poetry
Well for sure, as I look at my calendar, 2013 is really flying by for me. My days of freedom are rapidly drawing to a close as I realize January 7th is just 4 days away.

My intent is to post daily while on break because when the halls of education reopen on the 7th, my time is no longer my own. In a perfect world, I would carve out time to blog daily…and perhaps I will. Right now my days are very tight and scheduled to the max … leaving home way before the dawn cracks and returning long after the sun has pulled up her covers and gone to sleep for the night.

Today, I am going in a direction this blog has not taken … food. I love to eat, think of myself as a true foodie, but more than eating, I LOVE to cook! Like most southern ladies of my vintage, I learned to cook holding onto the tail of my mother’s apron. Yes, until a certain point in her life, my mother wore a dress, different apron daily and full make up … holding it all together was the ever present girdle and hose held up by attached garters. No wonder Southern Women were referred to as Steel Magnolia’s … they were dressed for battle daily from the skin out.

My Mother was an amazing cook. She could pull a meal together on a moments notice out of thin air and feed from 3 – 30 and no one could figure out just how she could do that on a regular basis. She was a “by the seat of her pants” cook. Whatever was available in the freezer or in endless jars of canned vegetables hiding under every bed in the house became a feast from her finger tips. She rarely used a recipe except when baking, she just cooked from her heart.

As I grew older and really became a more serious cook, I instinctively followed her lead. Cookbooks and recipes are the kitchen version of poetry…to be read, enjoyed for their personal meaning, yet when executed, tweaked, played with, dreamed about until they are my own. Like my Mother, rarely do I use a recipe when pulling a meal together … a little of this, a pinch of that … oh wine would be much better than chicken stock for this, my own version of “cooking by the seat of my pants.” I still follow recipes for any baked goods more or less to the letter … baking is chemistry … cooking is poetry.



I have a twitter friend who is also a foodie like me. We chat nearly every Saturday and Sunday morning about what we are cooking for the day over a first cup of coffee … one of my only vices. He is going down the path of GF or gluten free cooking to help out a friend with celiac disease and finding new ways for her to continue her love of good food and stay healthy. Me, I just pick his brain for ideas. Most weekends I have a plan and have bought what I need on Friday. Sometimes, though I turn to him for greater inspiration. Cooking is a luxury that I only have on weekends as I create something that can be lunch and dinner for the coming week. This keeps me out of the drive through at any number of fast food demons calling to me when I am weak with hunger and on that healthy path my body and soul really crave more than any hamburger.

Holiday leftovers are calling me today…do I make and freeze turkey enchiladas, or do I make turkey noodle soup? The New Year’s Day good luck black – eyed peas, ham and greens definitely will be my favorite Black – Eyed Pea Soup. I have pork short ribs teasing me every time I open the fridge just waiting to be simmered with peppers and onions … so good over pasta, mashed potatoes or wrapped in a flour tortilla to keep the mumbly grumbly tummies away! So many ingredients … so much poetry!

Musical Muse today … just turned on the iPod to the song list and let her rip … started with my Texas girl Nora Jones and Above Ground … now at the conclusion of this writing I have only gotten so far as Always with the Great Leonard Cohen.

Continued peace, love and light as you travel through the journey of 2013 with me.
My Love Always … Annie

This was originally posted on January 2, 2012 at http://www.texassmusings.blog.com


My wish for the new year for each of you is the following:

Copyright © 2013 Annie
Always…I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you Love.
As Ever, Annie
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Ashes to Ashes

12/13/2014

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January 2, 2014

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Ashes to Ashes

A new year, new beginnings and new writing challenges for me.  I need to get back to more flash fiction, commentary, or just plain musings for this site.  Poetry seems to have taken over my life and I need to break from those chains and write…write…write…write.  Not that poetry is a bad thing, but poetry is almost too easy for me and I need to stretch my writing wings every day.

Another year closer to the end of my days.  No, this is not some cryptic message, but a reality most of us would rather not think about…much less discuss.  Something we push to the back of our minds, try to forget, not face head on until that reality rushes up to slap us in the face when someone close to us departs this world unexpectedly and much too soon.  

I have no remaining family…so, arrangements need to be decide upon and made.  There is no one to be responsible for what is left of me when I depart the physical realm of my existence.  Years ago I decided when the time came…no hoopla.  Just a simple cremation and a memorial service … a celebration not a mourning.  Those things can all be prearranged (an need to be by me).  At one time, a close friend said she would keep my urn (an urn I made years ago when my creative phase at the time was ceramics…the urn above is not mine but it is lovely and my urn is in storage, hence this beautiful angel urn).  That friendship is strained so, I don't know if the offer still stands.

At any rate … the question remains … where will the remaining particles of reduced carbon that were once 'Me' be stored?



Copyright © 2014 Annie 
Always…I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you Love.
As Ever, Annie
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You Said - NO!

12/13/2014

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January 3, 2014

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You Said - NO!

We usually see things
eye to eye
But when I 
brought up
 this matter…
a matter that
would benefit
Us both…
A joint 
creative endeavor

You…
Said…
No!



Copyright © 2014 Annie – Original Poetry
Always…I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you Love.
As Ever, Annie
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Sunday Afternoons

12/13/2014

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January 4, 2014

When I was growing up, Sunday afternoons were very quiet.  My Dad always took a nap after lunch before it was time for him to leave.  He worked away from home Monday through Friday and weekends were two days for him to get as much rest as possible.

My Mom and I would turn on the local PBS station to see what Bob Ross was painting.  We were mesmerized by his talent and ability … always making it look so easy and completing a painting in 30 minutes.  His voice was low and soothing as he talked his way through the painting of the day.  Usually one or both of us would fall asleep to his soothing voice for our own naps.

We spent many peaceful Sunday afternoons this way.  What wonderful memories of my family.  I miss them and I miss Bob Ross, but I NEVER miss my Sunday afternoon nap!



Copyright © 2014 Annie
Always…I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you Love.
As Ever, Annie
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Guilty

12/13/2014

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January 5, 2014

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Guilty

The most important
Exam of the year…
of Their lives…

How could they
possibly think
it would go
Unnoticed?

I saw…
But…
Remained silent

Others saw…
And…
Did Not

Why do I 
feel so 
Guilty?



Copyright © 2014 Annie – Original Poetry
Always…I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you Love.
As Ever, Annie
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Morning Moon

12/13/2014

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January 6, 2014

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Morning Moon

On those rare days
When the sky
Is crystal clear
And…
An unbelievable blue
after a crisp cold
Full Moon night
That Moon rests
in the Western sky
Well into the morning
giving praises to
The Dawn and a
Sunrise that gives it
Life



Copyright © 2014 Annie – Original Poetry
Always…I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you Love.
As Ever, Annie
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Dream Road

12/13/2014

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January 7, 2014

I know this is a dream.  One I have had before.  I see myself as a young girl dressed in 18th Century attire -- long brown dress, braids, laced up boots…walking down a dusty road to …?

In my dream the girls is always walking, yet, I always wake up before she gets to where she is going.  Tall pines grace the roadside to the right and a plowed field waiting for the next crop on the left.  Nothing or no one coming or going on this lonely dirt road to…?

She is carrying nothing and wears no bonnet even though I know the sun is brutal on her bare head.

Who is she?
Where is she going?
And…
Why even as an adult do these questions of the dream remain unanswered?


I still have the dream, though it has be a while.  Just wish I knew…

Copyright © 2014 Annie – Original Fiction
Always…I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you Love.
As Ever, Annie
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One Last Thought

12/12/2014

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January 8, 2014

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One Last Thought

When it is all
said and done
We are all
the Same
One more speck
of Dust in
the Universe

No one any more
important than 
another

Our existence is to be 
there for others
Lending a
helping hand…
sharing a smile…
showing kindness…
And
spreading love…
as we go through 
our Lives

Because…
in the End
We should be 
Remembered for
what we did…
what we shared…
who we touched…
rather than who 
we Thought we were



Copyright © 2014 Annie – Original Poetry
Always…I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you Love.
As Ever, Annie
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The Lone Duck

12/12/2014

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January 9, 2014

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The Lone Duck

A solitary duck
quacks…
longingly…
alone in
its confinement

Who in their 
right mind would
keep a water
creature captive
in a pen
with chickens

Its webbed feet
never touching water
the toes forever
stuck to the
dirt floor
of a lone
ducks prison



Copyright © 2014 Annie – Original Poetry
Always…I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you Love.
As Ever, Annie
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Why We Write

12/11/2014

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January 10, 2014

I have come to the joys of writing again later in my life.  During this journey, I read many different things every day.  I spend an hour or more reading quotes about writing, poetry, and different websites that are for learning more about writing.

This morning when I was reading from Writers Write on Facebook, I came across the Literary Birthday section for today and yesterday (I missed yesterday - don't know how).  Anyway, the two women writers featured yesterday and today really spoke to my writing soul and my soul of a woman writer of roughly their vintage.

I am not sure I could actually put in writing "why I write" other than if I don't it is like trying not to breathe.

Below are the links and quotes of these two women that touched me and hopefully anyone reading this post will find something that reaches out to their writing soul as well.  I have commented on each and these thoughts and views are completely my own.



Literary Birthday - 10 January - Dorianne Laux


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From Writers Write. Click on the blue highlighted title to read the entire post and quotes.
"I write to add my voice to the sum of voices, to be part of the choir. I write to be one sequin among the shimmering others, hanging by a thread from the evening gown of the world. I write to remember. I write to forget myself, to be so completely immersed in the will of the poem that when I look up from the page I can still smell the smoke from the house burning in my brain. I write to destroy the blank page, unravel the ink, use up what I’ve been given and give it away. I write to make the trees shiver at the sliver of sun slipping down the axe blade’s silver lip. I write to hurt myself again, to dip my fingertip into the encrusted pool of the wound. I write to become someone else, that better, smarter self that lives inside my dumbstruck twin. I write to invite the voices in, to watch the angel wrestle, to feel the devil gather on its haunches and rise. I write to hear myself breathing. I write to be doing something while I wait to be called to my appointment with death. I write to be done writing. I write because writing is fun."

My comments:  I especially love this line --
"I write to destroy the blank page, unravel the ink, use up what I’ve been given and give it away."

I love a clean new blank page in my journal every day.  Most days I write to a prompt that goes with my daily writing practice.  Some days, however, I write to something that attracted me…a sunrise, the feel of the air on my skin when I go outside to take care of the animals, a sound I hear, a snapshot in time of my life at the moment…it may be poetry, a commentary, or a short story…that is the marvel of writing and how the hand guides the pen in the direction the writing should take for that moment in time.  I am continually amazed when rereading previous journals.  Many times I don't recognize the pieces as anything that I could have possibly written…other times I remember fondly how they came to be written.  Writing for me is breathing from my soul…the real me hidden from myself that is allowed to be drawn onto that crisp, white, clean page in my journal everyday to become alive through words.



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Literary Birthday - 9 January - Philippa Gregory

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From Writers Write. Click on the blue highlighted title to read the entire post and quotes.
"Write the best you can -- honour your heart."

My comments:

This quote is not on the Literary Birthday page, but was quoted on FaceBook.  This also speaks to me because in writing we can only do the best we can an nothing less.  Also, if we are not writing from the heart, from some gut emotional reaction, to me it cannot be believable to the reader.  Writing for me is heartfelt emotion flowing like lifeblood from my pen to the page.

That being said, it is now time for me to write!



Copyright © 2014 Annie 
Always…I wish you peace, joy and happiness, but most of all I wish you Love.
As Ever, Annie

*Pictures, quotes and anything used in this post from Writers Write is the property of that site.
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